Spring Break

Hey guys I know its been forever since my last post and that was because I basically gave up on this whole blog idea, I was just being really lazy and did not feel like typing what was on my mind. Well, now I have decided to pick this back up. I just need to express things so guess you all can be in for a treat now lol :-)

Anyways now lets get the the topic, which as you all can read is SPRING BREAK. Well, who here seriously does not like spring break? Anyone??? Huh??? Yea thats right all of us love spring break, and I mean who wouldnt. You get a week off of class to just sit back and not worry about a thing, no homework or papers or books to read. For one solid week you can just kick back and have a blast having fun with family and friends.

Well Spring Break for me took on a little deeper meaning. I was looking at spring break as an escape, I was tired of school and just needed a break from it all. This semester for me seems to be rather complex. On one hand I have school and all that it encompasses and on the other hand I have my spiritual walk and the great journey before me. I often find myself getting completely overwhelmed with school that it suffocates my walk with Christ. I just get weighed down with homework and school stuff that I find myself not reading the Word, or if I do read the Word my brain and head feel like they are about to explode so I dont really read and understand I am mearly looking at the words on the pages. I feel this is because my head is so overwhelmed with everything that my brain cant shove anymore into it or it will explode. I know this is just a work of the enemy trying to slip me up and hinder my walk with Christ, but at the same time I often find myself not desearning this and fighting back against the enemy. So during the week I find myself struggling to "plug in" as everyone says. This greatly hinders my walk, but at the same time it has strengthened it. The battle for my mind is an ongoing day to day battle, I will honestly admit that some days I lose the battle while other days I win the battle. But there is one thing I know for sure and that is eventhough I may lose some of the battles I know I will eventually win the war, " For he who is in me is greater than he who is in the world".

This is if for now i ran out of time be back later